I wish I could hold you…(A poem)

I wish I could hold you in my arms,

I wish I could kiss your little nose and lips

I wish I could watch you while you sleep.

It all seems like a dream and it all seems like a long wait.

Never have I desired something so intensely. I thought if I work hard & prayed I would achieve whatever I wished.

Indeed I was mistaken & that's why you are called a miracle & a gift. Whilst everyone around me announces their miracles.

I silently watch cause I cannot express how my heart feels.

I was about to hold you & I felt your presence once but you came out as a blood clot shattering me and then again you were lost.

With hope, I dare to dream again & pray to my Lord day & night to hold you in my arms.

I never discovered what life is unless I desired & wished for you desperately.

I wish I could do something to have you but Indeed all I can do is wait till my time comes while my tears roll.

I feel no one can understand this pain except one who is gone through the same journey and I wish no one goes through this bitter wait.

I wish I could hold you in my arms and I can proudly introduce you to my world.

From a broken heart going through a journey that cannot be expressed in words!!